I have been on more meds in the past 2 years than I care ti think about. I also did 12 ECT treatments, which did nothing for me at all, except mess with my memory.

I am currently trying Ketamine Infusions. It isn;t covered by insurance and isn't cheap. For just about everyone I have heard from, mostly online, it made a huge difference for them. Me, it has helped a lot, but not the monumental difference for everyone. I go Monday to speak with the doctor at the Ketamine Center to decide what to do now. The usual treatment is 6 infusions. I didn't start seeing a difference until the 4th, so I did number 7 yesterday and am tentatively scheduled for 8 on Tuesday. If you can afford it, it is worth looking into.