Thank you Rayne. I am trying not to cry because I don't want my family to see me. I'm devastated. I had to wait an extra week after his vacation. I talked about some of my past. I talked about how I was still angry at my previous T and he said, "You're angry at him because he hurt you?" I said, "NO, I'm angry because he traumatized me." I said, "and he gets to walk through the raindrops like everyone else. I told him how unimportant I felt when I was young. I asked him for an extra session, he said no, he has more people because it's fall now. I asked if he had any time during the day, and he said, "no." I texted him, I give up. I texted him, "I'm devastated." "Sorry for being desperately needy." "I'm hopeless."
NO answer to that one. I AM SO ****ING ANGRY. And hurt.