Thank you for the support and encouragement. I just needed to get that out there because my anxiety is so high. To be clear, she never really gave my any indication she was leaving entirely or has plans to stop seeing me as her client. I believe she genuinely cares about me. I don't think m she would just abandon me out of the blue (rationally I believe this, though my emotional states tell me otherwise and I keep having stupid panic attacks). I'm not at the point yet when I feel the need to seek out a new therapist, but for some reason, I just keep spiralling and panicking and not remaining present in reality (which is that she is still my therapist and wants to keep working together).