T yesterday, but won't really go into the session here. I felt weirdly...detached. Almost like I was putting on an act or something. Like, hey, look at me, I had a great vacation, H and I had some conflicts afterward but got through it, some stuff happened with MC before vacation that upset me, but no, I don't need to talk about that, nope, just gonna focus on other things. Not that I'm in particularly bad shape, but I felt in some ways I was almost saying what she wanted to hear? Like she'd asking leading things about how "So is the best vacation you've had in a while then?" So, how else do I answer that really? She did share a sort of personal thing in the context of H and I looking for dogs, in what dogs she and her H used to have and what kind of dogs she had growing up. So that was good I guess. I don't know, it was just like the session happened, and then it was over, and it was like, "Well, OK then." Wrote her an e-mail telling her about the MC stuff then decided not to send it. So I don't know...I guess I was still a bit bothered by some stuff with her from right before vacation but didn't feel like bringing it up. Guess I'll see how it goes next week... Will make separate post about today's MC session.