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I agree, please bring this up with your therapist. She can help you work through it and help you come up with a plan to escape the abuse if that's what you want to do. Without knowing, and honestly, she probably suspects, she can't fully help you in your therapy. Additionally, without the direct knowledge of your abusive situation, she could make a diagnosis that fits what she knows, but could be incorrect.
Finally, the abuse doesn't reflect on your character, but on his.
Hugs out to you.
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