My friend, imo, you sound like an absolute joy to be around! You are well-rounded, interesting and dynamic. Of course you're lovable, please don't question that about yourself. And I'm not just saying that. People love to be around positive people, and those who are encouraging. You have much to offer! And to boot, you're self aware and self reflective, a trait that is most rare. Treasure your special qualities, as you have many.

Perhaps though, work on the clingyness and invading people's space, as that can turn people off. It could be a reason why you're in the friend zone and not having much success with dating. Women don't like clingyness and will turn away from it. You need to give people breathing room to allow the friendship due time to develop, be nourished and grow into something. Allow for that breathing room and for trust to develop first. Also, rigidity about religion is a tough one. You may do best with someone from the same religious views and background, or perhaps try to be more open to others' viewpoints. The more open and accepting you are, the more you will be better received by other people. Religion is a very touchy subject for most, and most don't like someone shoving their views down their throats... so perhaps be careful with that one.

You're very young and have plenty of time ahead to develop new friendships and romantic relationships.

I am curious though.. why harbor anger towards women? It's not their issue, it's something for you to develop and work on. And please don't take my feedback the wrong way. I am just trying to help provide something to work on.

Have faith in yourself, love yourself for all the beautiful qualities you have to offer, be confident about those things, work on your weakest spots, and keep trying. You'll get there! Clearly, you don't have a problem attracting and making friendships. ((((Hugs))))