We're a switchy bunch. It's daily for sure, sometimes hourly or more. We don't have to be set off to flip flop or nothin. Right now I got a few others up near the surface payin mind to what I'm doin. If one of em was particularly interested they might grab the reigns, so to speak and I'd be ridin shot gun. I see no point in fightin it since I have nothin real important happening today and they're pretty good about doin life, but I can fight it to a degree with some of em should the need arise, but I feel like a dictator when I do that so I don't like to.
That said, theres a lot of em I can't feel around or tell if they are gonna come and take control and I can't try to fight that if I decide I want to. And then if somethin does set me off, I'm not going to be in a place mentally or emotionally where I'm thinking about keeping control so that's when whoever is attending to the situation shows up to attend and there's nothing I can do about that either.
So yeah, a lot and both. Lol.
Tay
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no hugs or prayers pls n thx
(dx list: DID/PTSD, ASD, GAD, OCD, LMNOP)
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