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January · Sep 07, 2017, 07:44 AM

Hi all, here I am.

First, Liz, I am so glad you have a place to take the critters and evacuate to for safety. Please be careful, my friend.

Kiya, the ash is horrible to breathe through. I had to do it years ago. Please take care of you and get plenty of masks. Wear them inside, too if you can.

Child and Shattered, I hope you are ok. How did your appointment go?

Gus, as always, you are right. I collapsed and couldn't sit here and work on the computer. Another construction man is to be here at any moment. This one is clean. The others have body odor so bad that they literally make me ill. I have to put Belle on a leash and hold her while they are here. They leave the door open.

The apartment is still in total chaos. There is barely a path to walk to the bathroom and Belle and I live in the LR now.
My friend has promised that as soon as they have finished, she will help me put everything back in order. I am not exaggerating about the chaos.

The depression, anxiety and panic are about to get me. I have an appt. with the new pdoc on the 29th. Surely this man has heard of depression, anxiety and panic disorder and will treat them all. I'm so afraid he won't help me and then what will I do?

Belle got mad at me and got in the office chair and sat with her back to me. She wouldn't let me touch her. She let me know what she thought of me. It wasn't at all funny at the time, but it's cute now. She did the same last night. This construction is rough on her, too and she doesn't like being on a leash all day.

Gus, thank you for the beautiful flowers. The one with the pic of the mountain gave me great joy. They all did, but that one, made my soul glad.

I love you all and I will try to check in more often. I'll try every day, but I can't promise. Please, everyone stay safe and know that I love you all.