I'm sorry this (what I posted above) probably makes me sound selfish,

I am genuinely happy for those who have the self care tools, including meds, to help with their Mental Illness. I'm especially happy for those who feel they are on the road to Recovery)

What is recovery? This is a big topic I think

I do have self care tools, in many ways I'm very grateful for my life and I'm certainly grateful for all the many people in this world who genuinely care, I know there are many (and I'm one of them, those few who are closest to me know this for sure, I hope)