My therapist left in April.
I am still grieving.
But, my therapist and I had an unethical relationship.
And, we're attempting to be friends now that therapy has ended (albeit long distance friends as he's on the other side of the US).
The friendship isn't working.

I fully believe that I would be much farther along in the healing process if it was just a clear termination.
It's just a mess for me.