Do you want to do those things? If so, why don't you?

I often feel so bored and feel depressed because I'm boring. I say there's nothing to do. What is there to do? I feel like I'm living in the wrong place for me, and I'd be happier elsewhere, but I don't know where.

Is this what you mean? Is this a BPD thing? Is it just our attitudes? Is it depression?