when I had the breakdown, I dropped from 175 to 127lbs. I'm a dude, 5'11 or so.

If you're dropping a ton of weight quickly, I'd recommend getting in with a general practice doctor, if you can, for blood work and such. Psych drugs...well, if you need them, take them, but with rapid weight loss, you could also be looking at very real physical issues that need to be addressed, and won't be addressed in most mental hospitals (trust me on that one).

try to get some help, please.