((((((((Jinny))))))) - I will definitely sit with you ... I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so bad too
(((((((((((chocolatelover)))))))))) - I wish it were only a matter of perspective... but things have been all over the place lately, and it's taking a real tole on me to have to try and cope each day. Thank you for your response though ... I will have to try and make a more conscious effort to take care of myself and limit my thinking more ...

(((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))
I feel at such a loss right now. Like this big black cloud is hovering over me and slowly attacking bits and pieces of me at a time.
But you all don't need to hear details about that. in fact, i don't even deserve any more answers to this thread. Just ignore me ... it's probably better for the both of us, i don't deserve to hear anything good. I don't deserve to even be here. I'm sorry for wasting your time, i'll shut up now.