omg granite!!! i don't even know what to say. i just, i feel for you so much. i wish i could just teleport to where you are and give you big safe hugs. i project my mother onto my t sometimes and it really really sucks. nothing as bad as this sounds, i cannot even imagine how that must have felt for you. I wish i knew something to say that would help. Just know that i am thinking of you and sending as much healing energy as i can to you tonight. you are such an amazing and strong woman and you will get through this because she is not the mother and you are not that defenseless child anymore. you are strong and you are woman. and I wish I could also teleport to your t's office and give her a stern talking to. (((granite)))

eta: what growly said - it bothers me too that she doesn't see how she's caught up in a reenactment of your childhood trauma. and blocking the door is wrong on any level. even on the best day i think i would freak if my t tried to block the door. i am bigger than her and i am sure she would get hurt. no. just no.