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please you are not stupid and i dont think anybody would want to give you sleeping pills that last forever
i know at the moment things are not looking that good hence why you wrote this post but you are a good person who is willing to help others when they feel how you do at this moment, i know its hard but please try to not hurt your self, but come and vent as much or as little you want, my computer is on most of the time during the day so you can pm me or anybody else you feel comfortable talking to
belive me you are not alone
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