Thank you everyone for your kind words and support. It means a lot to me. I will try to take it one day at a time and hope that tomorrow is a better day. I guess I have to accept that things are going to be harder than usual, until my meds are straightened out and time has passed. Hopefully my pdoc could help me figure out this dissociation thing and what to do about it. I'm out of work for now and figure that not going too many places tomorrow might help temporarily, since I noticed that being away from home too long makes things worse.