now it's my turn.. i can't believe you just said that... it makes PERFECT sense. i am in that sort of grey place as well. i mean, i still have a very complicated life crisis situation, but it is ongoing and very slow to change... there is only so much we can do at any given time... and right now (fingers crossed) nothing dramatic is happening. So we go back and forth... with a lot of sessions now being about just me.. as me. i dont like it much.

i have trouble justifying it too.