My depression has lifted after three very dark months thanks to TMS (transcranial magnetic stimulation). I have had 17 sessions and have four to go. That will finish next Wednesday then hopefully I can be discharged that day or Thursday. That will make 8 weeks IP, my longest ever stay without a break. So desperate to go home. Finally I am noticing everything around me and feeling joy at simple things like spring flowers. I feel contentment coming on, and peace. Even though I just broke up with my ex_husband (we were trying to make it work out again this last 6 months) it hasn't broken me. Now I hope for a full remission that lasts a long time.