The pain is too much to bear
feel alone without a care
so many here I know
my heart beat is going too slow.....
So sad my body aches
nothing but sleep awaits....
then sleep will never come
until all my crying is done...
The core of me is so sad
why is this? I feel so bad....
tears falling all day
hidden, hidden away....
Alone and surrounded by love
so selfish, when push comes to shove....
I should be grateful I know
maybe better to go.
Peace, a sanctuary for dreams
never rests in my heart it seems.
Churning inside, dying without
cant muster any voice to shout
just leave me be forever
just me and grandad together.......