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The most triggering flashback again, had this before ..... this time it was like being there all over...I dont know what is happening in my head....T said this WOULD happen gradually ....

My abuser was a pdoc.....and a hypnotist .... he would put my mum 'under' and then hypnotise me... but not every time ......

I know this sounds absurd, like a sick film or something, but I remember the night clothes I was wearing, in the 70's 'babydoll' sexy nightwear was in fashion, people my age will remember them.

I had 2. A yellow and pink one with the lacy pants (knickers) to go with them....I was 8/9/10..... why?

I am getting frustrated and shaky writing this, sorry, my head is going quicker than my hands....

All I remember was sitting on top of a man.... and his face was my dads, but I know it wasn't my dad....it WAS HIM PDOC.....

he messed With my head so much..... I was wearing the yellow one..... and he said to my mum who was right next to him that all dads like to sleep with their daughters......He made me well, I cant tell.....cant say it....not yet
....
there I said it

and he made me think it was my daddy ..... it would kill my dad to know that.....

you dont think ot was my dad do you?????

i just dont know any more........ please help me..... so confused

J. K. t??????????????????