It was ok. I cried and managed to talk through how I was feeling. He was kind and containing and looked so f_%k-ing good. It was so good to see him again. So all thoughts of leaving have been replaced by thoughts of how I might actually seduce him *sigh* and my super high anxiety has been replaced by high levels of arousal. And here I am again. at least some of the feelings are nice again, for the moment.

I would love to hear from people who have actually worked through ET, I fear those people might be few and far between.