As a demiguy I relate somewhat. Although I come from the so called opposite gender.

I dislike that my body is so feminine. Why wasn't I born more androgynous? Sigh.

I think you are more female than I am male, you sound like you are transsexual or at least almost. If I could do my life over, I'd rather be born male. But as I have this body, even if it has parts I hate, it is still mine and I would never want to start cutting into it. If it has to happen, it is through magic, LOL.

I have realized I am not a man. I'm definitely not a woman. I guess I am a trans person and that is its own gender.

I'm OK with that thought. I know people see me as a girl and that is icky as hell, but what can I do? I'm not a full transsexual so I don't have options. I don't particularly feel like dressing a certain way either. Luckily I'm not interested in romance and sex so I don't have to deal with that part.