My child part feels like she doesnt matter.
I havent felt this bad in ages. What is wrong with me? I cant take this anymore. I am unfixable and hopeless. I dont wany this pain nor do I want the struggle with someone trying to help me. Ive never been to this low a point before. Im tired of being in pain and and living at someones mercy. I wish the people who caused this grief killed me. It would have been more humane and I wouldnt be going thru this. Nothing matters, tho, including me. I hate me plain and simple. Sorry for the negativity. Thanx for your response.