Thank you so much for your words....

i dont think she understands why i keep feeling the same things. its as if she only saw what she wanted to see.... maybe because deep down she doesnt get me. i know she does her best, but i have felt misunderstood various times.

but now i dont know how to face this.... i hope we'll just go on as if i didnt say it.

i cannot change myself, she cannot change me... the only thing to work on here is about her understanding me but even if she does, it doesnt really change anything! so whats the point?