I am not good. Sorry I wish I could say that I was better. But this severe depression and anxiety is just not getting better. Getting out of bed is becoming a problem specially in the morn and early aft. Losing hope and sometimes the wish to live. Can't struggle any more though I have not given up completely yet. I still try to take shower, exercise and get outside the house even it's for 15mins. But I can't handle the pain of depression any more. It's getting too tough. I really wish I had someone - a friend or a bf - to take care of me. But I have none.

Sorry I must have bored you with my probs.