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Originally Posted by Lemoncake
You have value even if you can't see it right now and don't apologize for saying anything- let it all out. Are you safe right now?
Could you get into bed and cuddle up with a soft toy or something like that?
Did you manage to contact your therapist?
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Thank you for saying I have value, I value your input. Yes, I am safe and was safe. I'm not sui.
I'm in bed with my dog now, I was at work so couldn't do much. No, I didn't bother contacting as I've already texted him too much. Plus, being enraged at him makes me not need him as much. My anger doesn't want T to have the power to hurt me as much as he does. MY anger is angry at him for hurting me. My anger is enraged at him and I am hurt and in pain.
And it's all just devastating and really, really sad. It is painful just to be. I will be okay, though. Thank you for your post.