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Originally Posted by Rayne_
Hang in there Anastasia. It's ok to express those parts of yourself. The rejection can be grueling, but you have a good relationship with your T for the most part, so hopefully you can work through it with him.
Wed. must seem so far away, to wait to see your T.  |
Yes, I'm still here. It was rejection to me, again I wanted him to go out of his way and say something like, I will see you on Friday (when he usually doesn't). But I get he doesn't want to do that. I just wanted him to care that I was in pain. I wanted him to do something about it. Clearly this is not feasible. Wed. seems like eons ago, and I am angry that I have to carry all of this until that time, the time HE designates. I really want him to really care and I want him to tell me that. I feel invisible to him. He no longer has time to fit me in.
