I don't really socialize much outside of my family. I don't go to social events at work unless I think it would look bad on me to not be there. I just don't feel comfortable in social situations. I eat my lunch alone at work unless someone else shows up in the math office. If I had my own classroom I'd eat absolutely alone. I'm not involved in my son's school with other parents. I abhor birthday parties for his friends. I feel so awkward and out of place.
This is just my normal. I've always been this way so I know it'll never change. And I'm comfortable with it now.
So, I don't have any suggestions, but I do understand.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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