Saw T1 today, won't see him again for over a week bc I am going on vacation. I see him twice a week, so today we did a double session. Here's the cool thing.

I.am.not.freaked.out.

Seriously. I've been seeing T1 for over 10 years. There have been periods in that 10 years where I talked to and/or texted with and/or had a session with every single day for months or maybe years at a time.

And now, I wish he was going or that he would camp out by some tree so I could see him on this trip, but I am not tied up in knots, not crying, not needing prns, generally not freaking out.

It is actually pretty awesome. I am definitely not over the attachment but to even be this ok is pretty freakin awesome.