There is something that I need or desire, but I don't know what it is.

Sometimes, it feels like I need human connection; intimacy.

Sometimes, it feels like I need my independence from my parents. And with that comes privacy.

Sometimes, it feels like I need to fulfill my potential. And with that comes the need to discern that which I'm most capable and impassioned to do.

Those are the things that I believe that I need; those that I'm most aware of needing. But in truth, I more than likely do not know.

I just feel absolutely alone, in every nuanced sense of the word.