You are most welcome to rub my fuzzy head, Nowhere
I have a "monster" too, who isn't that dissimilar to yours. I have her quite firmly in a box most of the time these days, though, as she can be quite destructive. Not to say that your posts have been destructive, I am really glad that you opened up - that took guts! It's great to be getting to know you better, and I'm really glad you're here!
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