Thanks to all of you who posted...and Cyrano, I must say that you made me laugh...THANKS. Yes parenthood is difficult...I have two kids 10 and 4 . I am however I guess you can say blessed to be able to stay home(although many times I wish I had a job to get a bit away from the home chaos)...but I know that I'm "lucky"...and for that I am thankful. I do try like you say Cyrano to accept that this is how parenthood is but I times I get hit with this feeling that I'm failing by not doing it all(The Superwoman syndrome)...it is one of the things that fuels my depression. Thanks to all again!!!