Ever since I can remember I have struggled to maintain an 'acceptable' sex drive. When in a new relationship it seemed easier... However, I've now been in a relationship for 6 years and for the most part I have struggled with sex. My partner now admits that it is a big problem. I want to get better but I can't seem to move past the feeling of disgust when I think about it. I would be doing it because I feel like I have to... Rather than through any sexual desire. This in turn makes me feel worthless because I should be able to satisfy my partner.

It's not that I'm not attracted to him, I just can't imagine wanting sex with anybody...
I feel like this could also be a contributing factor to the rapidly increasing feelings of anxiety and misery... Which in turn is probably quashing my sex drive even more!

I feel so abnormal and useless...

Really not sure where I go from here...