I have very few female friends. I've recently realized that my issue was being betrayed and neglected in my first female relationship...my mother. She's alcoholic and tends to start blurting out very intimate details of my life and things that should be private. I DONT trust her at all. For me this has tainted my relationships with women. I take years to trust them and maybe decades before I trust them with private thoughts that I don't want broadcast to the entire world.