As of last night, I decided to stop taking my antipsychotic. I feel like antipsychotics suppress my creativity and my overall ability to even think. I want to succeed at work, but how can that even happen when I'm a zombie with its head screwed on sideways through the ear, or all the way up the butt like Donald Trump?

[Ok. Bad joke. I trump. He is my fav dictator because he hates people with bipolar.]

At first, I blamed my inability to succeed on a lack of (working) ADHD medication. "Oh, it's just the ADHD. It needs to be medicated properly." NO. Then I had a lightbulb moment: I seem to succeed most in the short time period where I'm transitioning between antipsychotics. And when I tend to go off the antipsychotic, I am more able to think.

Is this a good idea or bad idea? Meh. I'm ignoring that question. It's all about my quest to secure that promotion at work in October.

'Till then... up up and away!