Only a couple more days...
Everything was going great while she's been gone.
But then I had a melt down today. I had 4 back to back nightmares, have to work the night shift tonight, am overly tired and emotional about past abuse issues and other "memories" etc. On the way to work I was doing my hair in the car while my roommate was driving and I just completely LOST it. I am NOT a crying person and I just ended up bawling...
I can only hope, and hope that I will see her tomorrow at church for a brief reassurance that she still exists.