Yes antipsychotics suck donkey balls. They also keep us out of the hospital.

Think long and hard about this, Blue. We've seen you go off your meds before, and the results haven't been pretty. Take a look at my post in your "success" thread. I've done all this while still being on meds that limit my cognitive abilities.

If indeed it is the best choice for you to go off your meds, do it under the supervision of your doctor. Especially since you have methylphenidate on board. You've had issues with amphetamines and nothing else before, I'd hate to see you have the same issues this time.