I've been employed since college except for one 6 month period which included hospitalization. I was lucky I had the support of friends and family members to get me back into the work force after that setback. I work in demanding, deadline oriented construction industry. But I invest in weekly therapy sessions. I believe it's money well spent, it keeps me gainfully employed while providing a safe place to discuss stressful issues I encounter at work. I know there are less stressfull occupations but this is what I was educated for and I just don't know how to do anything else. Try to limit the number of people who are aware of the bipolar diagnosis. It's not something that is easily understood by most people as I'm sure you're already aware.