her response to her blocking the door was if i was acting like a baby and running out of the room so upset instead of talking with her she cant let me leave .she said she knew i was in a very bad place and i was not going to be safe and she would not have done her job if she let me run out until she knew i was calm and going to be safe. she said this in this mocking voice and her calling me a baby triggered me even more . she so messed up