"What in the hell was that?!"

Have any of you (who have terminated with the therapist you were attached to) felt this way? One day, it was like the fog cleared and the veil lifted and all I could think was, "Damn, I was so enmeshed in that!"

Anyone agree? I'm still heartbroken, but yet so glad I was able to leave. It would not have been good to stay roped in that grueling, painful situation. I also feel very silly and ridiculous, thinking back how MUCH it meant to me.

Can anyone relate?