she talked about me reenacting the trauma but said i am creating that myself and she would be a bad T if she engaged in that with me and that i need to know this is coming from me .but she is acting and saying things just like the mother as she is saying these things and mocking me in this funny voice just like the mother.its confusing .like a ***** storm in my head .she knows how upset i was she even said if i needed to talk to her i could call her on her cell any time .that was caring . at the end she told me to breath in and out a few times and then told me to do it again and she was going to say something to me .she said i was ok and that she was not angry with me and she cares about how i am feeling and that she is not leaving me