believe it she really did .and then when i sat back on the couch i went to hide with a pillow on my lap .i was scared .she shouted at me to put the pillow aside. at first i refused and she shouted again and so i put it aside and grabbed my small back pack .she shouted for me to put that aside and to turn around in the chair sit straight with feet on the floor and to look at her. i dont remember what she said after that . i just felt so exposed with nothing on my lap or to hide behind . just me sitting there with nothing to protect me . her mocking me and and acting just like the mother .