Thanks, Lemon, for asking. I have been taking Ativan and doing nothing but sleeping. My brain feels like it had a bomb explode in it and I have no energy. I texted t again and he responded by saying this sounds important and we need to talk it through. He says the perfect things but left out I'll make sure to call if there is a cancellation; or whatever it is. I get the limitations of therapy and that Ts aren't supposed to come to our rescue, but that's what I want him to do whether it's how I"m supposed to feel or not. It is really, really painful. I wish my psychic pain manifested physically so people could really see it and respond to it accordingly. This is something major, but apparently it's no big deal. I hate this. More ATivan.