granite, i think your T REALLY effed up, but i am not sure she was shouting at you. Whenever you have thought she has shouted at you, you've gone back and she has explained differently.

What I am guessing is that she probably was a little firm because she was worried? I don't know. I am not sure how you can reconcile this with her, because you are so easily triggered.

Please, please think about something different. You deserve it.