Heather,
I know these people aren't my true friends and really I am not looking for true friends here. I have one who doesn't have time right now and I understand but it's still hard. I am looking for social friends. Just someone to hang out with once in awhile.
It's not that I work so hard to make friends. What I do comes naturally to me. If I care about someone I show it. I let them know they are special to me. If I see a card and I think of them I buy it and give it to them. I buy little gifts when I see soemthing that makes me think fo someone. It's usually nothing major, sometimes a dollar but it will make them smile and know they are cared about. I long for a freind who would make me feel a little special sometimes, you know.
I USED to do everything for everyone all the time but I eventually got it and I don't do that anymore. I don't do things I don't want to or don't have the time for and I don't actually expect them to do what I do but something, anything would be nice.
Thanks for your kind words and understanding and thanks also for the tea party!!
Heidu

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