So I met this guy when I was 18, (I'm now 30), when I was dating his best friend. But "S" and I had BP in common and for 12 years we turned to eachother. As we grew up, as our BP got worse, we were their for eachother. Well from a massive weight gain from zyprexa, he had a massive heart attack at the age of 34. No I'm not blaming zyprexa. I'm blaming his pdoc who didn't take his almost instant weight gain (70lbs) seriously. When your body has 70 extra lb's to carry around, your heart can't handle it.

Another friend of mine died years ago the same exact way from seroquel. And yea, I'm on seroquel too but I watch my weight. That guys family ended up winning a lawsuit against his dr.

I'm a wreck. He was one of two people I could turn to when I was manic, abusing substance, depressed. We got eachother out of it. I'm crushed. I'm at a total loss.