Ok, so I am losing it, I have had lower back pain and right side pain for 3 weeks now, 2 weeks ago I went to the ER they said I have a kidney infection sent me home with the meds and pain killers, well the pain is so much worse, I am not sleeping I haven't slept a full night in 3 weeks. Nothing touches it, not even the pain meds. I went back to the ER tonight they did more blood work, and a catscan, I had a ultra sound done on Thursday last week, and both tests show nothing??????????????? wtf..........I asked my T about all this, he said that alof of csa survivors go through this, it isn't anything that can be fixed medically!!!! So how do we fix it........I cannot stand it, ..........I am not functioning, haven't worked, can't sleep, can't sit, stand walk or breath without pain in my lower back........the infection is gone, but what is going on????? has anybody else ever had this????? Is this really all in my head????? I emailed my T tonight, I know he is on break........but I told him he has to call me tomorrow, he has to help me with this.........I am at the end here with the pain, and the hospital and my doctor keep sending me more meds, valium, percet, vicadin and motrin 800, it is not such a good thing for me to have those at my disposale.............help!!!!!!!!!!111