this is it...

i dunno whats going to happen to me but its over

i cant take it anymore, i try so hard to maintain but it doesnt matter, its breaking me down and it will be the end of me

they said i cursed them out put on masks and walked across the field with a shotgun in black clothes

even more stuff

i dont remember any of it, im sick of it

i hate my life, i dont know how the hospital can help