right here sweetie! I've been brain boggled and having tremendous difficulty with communication. working hard in therapy and it is not easy to let go of what you cannot understand.

basically I feel I'm not making sense so I've been quiet here. My brain is trying to get some thoughts together on a few matters and it is stalling and sputtering.

thank you to you and kd and fuzz and sky for so kindly being here. I just wish I had words or some way of expressing what is happening. meh.

this is what it is like inside for me