I'm sorry if I offend anybody with this post, but the more that I think about things, the more that I wish that I was asexual.

I wish that I could be friends with females or have an emotional bond with one without sex getting in the way. I wish that I could approach a woman and talk to her without being nervous because she's attractive. I wish that I didn't have to worry about appearing to be strong, confident, and well off around women to attract them or fear rejection. I wish that I didn't get turned on every time I see an attractive female showing a lot of skin or wearing a sexy outfit.

I wish that I could interact with women the same way that I do men. I wish that I could be friends with an attractive female who is in a relationship without being turned on and wanting to have sex with her when I become closer to her. I wish that I could just get a hug or a touch from a woman sometime without worrying about appearing "weak" or "creepy" to her. I wish that I could be loved in a similar matter to how a mother loves a child or a sister loves a brother; nurturing without physical attraction.

Sex makes life complicated. Talking to women with sexual attraction thrown into the mix is too hard for me right now. I wish that I didn't enjoy sex, because it's not like I want children anyways.

Anybody else feel this way?